The job that I didn't ask for

My Heart beat becomes very fast while typing Hi shalini fingers get numbed and not moving towards keyboard.The reason behind it shalini a   ex student of mine.He met shalini in an coaching centre where He taught physics and chemistry to class 9,10 students.He was 19 year boy who came from a very conservative family in which Hew was not allowed to stare a single girl it's seen as a crime while doing this.from a childhood everyone taught that girls are goodess laxmi All girls are like sisters to you if you ever seen talk to that goodess laxmi then your so called family disown you or if you smile to her then ready for life prisonment.Any how back to story guys society afraid me to talking or hanging with girls.whenever boy seen a girl he ran away like he seen a alien of koi mil Gaya.He was preparing for IIT jee exam for last three years.The journey was very tough and lonely.He literally cry during the night in his room when whole building was sleeping.He crave for emotional support that He didn't get from anyone.After His entrance exam vishnu sir( His former teacher)call him and offered him a teaching job in his coaching institute for teaching physics and chemistry in class 9,10 department.Although It was a temporary job but still it makes him happy and content .The first day of his classes He saw a girl who was 15-16 year name shalini.she was a cute, confident and talktive girl just like geet( A girl character of movie jab we met).Her vibe and presence made him work hard.His smile vanish his anger and stress.Each and Every day before He gets ready for his class the first thought came in her mind that whether shalini will come today or not.If He know from coaching group msg that she will not come today his whole motivation for teaching gone.Her presence made him to work hard.Her smile made his day.He love to listen her talk for many hrs.That's it This is what He think of shalini but due to professional boundary He never confess to her feelings. But after 4 months His tenure is over. But he didn't say anything to Her.After few weeks He initiated the message to her and asking about her classes and studies later His messaging tone shifts  teacher to a friend.He start talking like a friend.then he finally said you can call me my name do need to say sir. I am like your friend.she reply to him okay.Then Rohan confesses his feelings that buried from last 4 months.His feelings was

Hi, shalini 
I know what you think of me why I am messaging you like that To be very honest I want to express my feelings that buried inside me.During teaching and helping you I started liking you more than a student you are very special for me.you change my personality from shy under confident boy to confident guy. We are no longer teacher student so I thought it was right time to express my feelings Due to professional boundary I didn't confess in front you but you are very special for me.You are very different girl and I admire you alot as a person not as girl.so yeah that's it. This was that I feel and express in front of u. I didn't expect from you. Do not reply unless you want.your comfort is important.

Best wishes for your future 
Regards Rohan 


She seen his message but didn't reply.she was silence not because She dislike her message but it was unexpected,warm message which she didn't receive before.boys who always seen girls as sex object always expect something from girl and that something is nothing but lust.Rohan was rare guy who see seen shalini as a person not as  girl that her gender not identity.

Written by 
Raj Gupta 
 

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